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DeaconJames325
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About my old art

Posted by DeaconJames325 - 12 days ago


I have decided to delete all my old art (Art made between 2020 to mid 2022) for the sake of keeping my account's content of a consistent quality, along with some more emotional reasoning. For the former, most of my art from that time is bad and seems to get more unappealing even as it gets better. Having that kind of shit be the bulk of my content will not do me any favors when getting scouted. For the emotional reasoning, the period between 2020 and 2022 is arguably the worst of my life. It was a stretch that began with me joining Twitter during the summer of 2020 and culmimated with my girlfriend punching me in the gut and berrating me for not wanting to go to a children's birthday party. It was a very traumatic time for me, one where I made many mistakes and was victim to consistent disrespect and denial. Much of my art during that time was made to impress or at the request of people I thought were my friends, all of them turning out to be people who were either happy I was gone or actively plotting on me. Years after the fact, and those emotions of betrayal stir deep inside me and seeing the art I made then with the context I have now is a different kind of self harm. I'm a better person and artist than I was back then, but I can't stand any reminders of that time. Apologies to the 5 people who actually likes the art I made back then, but I can't stand them.


Hopefully you will stick around for my new stuff, but I can't make you.


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